So week 5 has still been eventful! Still lots of cramping at night. . . .ughhhh what is this?? I just cant figure out why they are like clockwork between 9pm-3am. Wednesday night of this week was the worst-- 2 hard long episodes. Now I know why I am partially totally exhausted, and pass out at 9pm every night-- I am not getting any sleep.
Then last night I was desperate to try anything to I get in the shower at 2am thinking that might slow it down.
I really think that things are trying to expand to make room for our lil bun for the next 9 months, and there is just now where to go.
Extreme Fatigue has set in-- sometimes I just have to push through to make it.
My fear of the week: this kid is not going to fit out- no way!! haha
I definitely will be armed with my list of questions at our ultrasound on Tuesday.
It is getting harder and harder to keep the secret from my Fam. Yesterday, my Mom, sisters, and I went to check out a wedding venue for Haley's upcoming big day ( and you guys wondered why I was so quiet - a wave of exaustion hit me). . .we ate dinner at my Mom's house and of course the wine busts out. . . .as much as I miss it already- I had to come up with something that sounded half way normal why I didn't want anything. Of course their # 1 comment is : "Heather is prego".
Yeah I guess I wormed my way out of that, but not clue if they really bought it.
My other thoughts this week are: Since the doctor does not really know how far along I am, I have a feeling they are slightly off on my current due date of 11/29/11.
So. .. . I am thinking it might go into the first week of December but who knows. Since Haley's big day is going to be May 2012, I really think God had a huge plan in this baby coming this year.
I really think that a first baby and a marriage are two huge events that should have their own time. I know in the back of Haley's mind she has to be worrying about us getting prego and the baby being due right around her wedding. So. . . .even though I wanted our baby to have a Spring birthday, Christmas is my ultimate favorite time of the year. . . .as long as it comes early December :)
I am also super happy that it wont interfere with Haley's wedding and that I will have time to get back in shape to stand up there with her!
This chick is not gaining a ton of weight-- that is for sure!!! If you put on 60 lbs, don't think you are going to have to lose that as soon as the baby comes, and then you will be sleep deprived and exhausted and working out will be the last thing on your agenda!
I am crossing my fingers for Tuesday that everything looks good and Baby M is growing!
I think Pete and I will both have a huge sigh of relief once we hear the heartbeat.
XOXO
HCM