Oh my. . . .the baby fever has been in full swing lately- haha (especially for me) !! Pete and I talk about our future "bun" ( for any of you that obviously know us, you know that "a bun in the over" will be some how part of us having a child)
We have alot of fun together, and alot of serious chats at the same time. I think for us, that part of adult life like-- we need to get things in order, is always on our chat list. We have 2 big accomplishments that we want to have this year. # 1 Make a Baby, and # 2 Buy Our House :) ( I know we will get there on both because we are mover shakers)
I love my boss Shannon, and anytime she asks me about my potential "clients" that I am going to convert-- I always tell her I can't jinx it so she will have to wait and see what happens. This is how I feel about our future "un conceived bun"
I talk to my Mom about getting pregnant alot, but it just seemed to happen for me that I went from not being ready, to being totally ready in 0-60 seconds! haha
I am really nervous for some reason ( I called my OB the other day with 20 questions and she is awesome) I love her and reallllyy hope she is my doctor on the future big delivery day.
I don't want us to tell anyone for a while when we get prego, and that will be so incredibly hard for me seeing as how I see my FAVS and my family all the time. I wanted the initial excitement to be between me and HUBS because we will only experience the first baby 1 time ( Mom & Sissy's- you know it will be so hard for me at first ) I can imagine it now, the first time I am out with my girls to dinner and the waiter comes to take our drink order-- everyone will order the usual wine/cocktails and I will say " I will just have a water." I can see it now, we will all get these huge smiles and I wont be able to lie- haha!
This is so funny that I think about this now, but this is why I created this blog. . . . . . I wanted to be able to write down all of my thoughts/emotions since I just feel really great about this year, and no one will know until I am ready to make this blog live :) I want to remember everything about all these special moments.
I have all these great ideas ( My peeps know I research everything and like to be different from everyone else) and I think my favorite one of all is 1.) The idea I have to tell Pete I am pregnant, and then # 2) My Mom's expression when she finds out. She is going to be the HOTTEST GEE GEE ( my Moms cute Italian name for Grandma) ever!!! My Mom and I have always been so close, I know it will be torture for me not to tell her. . I mean we talk like 5 times a day- if I am throwing up at all- she will know!
Any hoo-- I have all these fab ideas so hopefully I can pull them off.
My second favorites idea is the Reveal that I have planned to tell my Family ( stay tuned)!!!!
I love that Pete and I got to experience life in our 20's-- I love especially how we got to watch each other succeed, grow, and travel together- haha!! I fall more in love with my HUBS everyday. I think it really melts my heart ( I am usually not overly emotional) when we talk about our future baby. He is so freaking sweet, and all I can think about is our wedding letters that we wrote to each other. I knew that Pete always thought I would be a great Mom, but those wedding letters really made me shed a tear .( don't worry I was prepared with the Kleenex in between the boobs and it was caught on our wedding video :)
Ok, so next thought-- although I am so super girly and definitely would love to have a girl, everyone thinks I am anti having a boy. I honestly can say I just want a healthy baby- Boy or Girl!
I want what God wants to give me. He knows me best ( literally) so he knows what is up with the sex of the baby. See Pete wants a boy of course, which I get, because he wants a lil baseball team. I am sure him and my Dad would have a little league team and definitely name it the Yankees- haha! That totally just came to me.
I love girls but that is really because of the strong bond my sisters and I have with each other-- and because I heart everything PINK. You really can't explain that sister-to-sister bond when it is special ( love you Kel & Hay). We didn't always get along when we were younger, but as we got older-- OHHH things started changing. I just want that close knit relationship that I had with my Sisters and Mom!
So. . . .I love it that this lil secret is between Hubs and I , BUT our big plan is for our "Bunny Moon" ( Pete came up with this Bunny Moon name boys!!! { Adam, Abe, Andy} ) when we go on the Mexico Trip!!! Woo Hoo! If It were up to me, we would be in trying mode now, but Dr. Jain said to just have some fun on the trip in May and see what happens! I still love the Bunny Moon name even if I can't take credit for the name.
XOXO
HCM
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